पुरा ५ दिन पछि काठमाडौं आएर अनलाईन हुन पाए । हाम्रो चर्चबाट हेटौंडामा युवा रिट्रिटको आयोजना गरिएको थियो । ३ दिनको सो क्याम्प हेटौंडाको Solidarity International Academy कम्पाउण्डभित्र भएको थियो । लगभग ३५० जना युवाहरुको सहभागितामा सम्पन्न भएको सो क्याम्प मेरो लागि साँच्चै नै आशिषमय भएको थयो । सो क्याम्पमा मैले अनुभब गरेको कुरा अर्को पोस्टमा लेख्नेछु । नेपाली युनिकोडमा टाईप गर्ने बानी नभएकोले यति लेख्न पनि कस्तो गाह्रो भईराखेको छ । आजको यात्राले गर्दा शरिरमा थकाईको अनुभव छ भने हिज सुनेको एउटा एकदमै अप्रिय समाचारले मनमा छट्पटि भएको छ । अब केहिबेरमा सुत्ने कोशिष गर्नेछु ।

Most of the posts in my blog used to be technical, informative and entertainment related before but these days I have tried to post my personal feelings in this blog. I am sharing the things that are in my mind these days.

Everything happens for a reason. Our life exists in this planet for some reason and this is not an accident that we are here. Nothing occurs by chance or due to good or bad luck. Problems and sorrows are there in our lives which teach us the way of living our life. Our life without problems would be like a smoothly coated and straight road without any destination. There is no meaning of life without any proper destination.

I believe that we must learn to accept everything that comes in our life as an opportunity to discover new things. It’s easy for everyone to be thankful for good results only. But to be thankful when you are in trouble is obviously very difficult. So find the way to be thankful in every situation of your life. If you want to make your life beautiful then always start your day with positive thinking and be thankful to God for adding one more day in your life. We may have very bad past and may have done stupid mistakes in our life. If we treat them as our experience, acceptance and emergence then it will help us to heal such pasts. Never regret for your past mistakes and failures but try to accept it as a sequence of lessons that advance us to higher levels of living and caring.

If someone hurts you, betrays you or thinks you wrong, forgive them. If someone loves you, love them back without any conditions. Love them not only because they love you, but because they are teaching you to love and to release your heart and eyes to things that you would have never felt without them. Be grateful for every moment of your life. You can make your life according to your wish. But you must leave everything in God and ask for His guidance in the whole thing you wish for.

A young man was getting ready to graduate college. For many months he had admired a beautiful sports car in a dealer’s showroom, and knowing his father could well afford it, he told him that was all he wanted.

As Graduation Day approached, the young man awaited signs that his father had purchased the car. Finally, on the morning  of his graduation his father called him into his private study. His father told him how proud he was to have such a fine son, and  told him how much he loved him. He handed his son a beautiful   wrapped gift box.

Curious, but somewhat disappointed the young man opened the box and found a lovely, leather-bound Bible. Angrily, he raised his voice at his father and said, “With all your money you give  me  a Bible?” and stormed out of the house, leaving the holy book.

Many years passed and the young man was very successful in business. He had a beautiful home and wonderful family, but realized his father was very old, and thought perhaps he should go to him. He had not seen him since that graduation day. Before he could make arrangements, he received a telegram telling him his father had passed away, and willed all of his possessions to his son. He needed to come home immediately and take care things. When he arrived at  his father’s house, sudden sadness and regret filled his heart.

He began to search his father’s important papers and saw the still new Bible, just as he had left it years ago. With tears,  he opened the Bible and began to turn the pages. As he read those words, a car key dropped from an envelope taped behind the Bible. It  had a tag with the dealer’s name, the same dealer who had the sports car he had desired. On the tag was the date of his graduation, and the words… PAID IN FULL.

How many times do we miss God’s blessings because they are not packaged as we expected?

It has been more than two weeks that I haven’t added any new post in my blog coz I am feeling too lazy these days. In other word, I must say that I haven’t found any fruitful result in my recent work so I feel that I am just wasting my valuable time. I used to go for photography atleast once a week before but now I can’t manage even a single hour for my photography. I love nature and its beauty as everyone do. I think that nature photography is a best way to be close with nature around us so that I want to  continue my photography again. I have a lot of works to complete but I don’t know how to manage all these. I may need a break for some days so that I can return back to work with refreshed mind and intellection. Now I can’t do anything except viewing these previously taken photos. Well, I am eagerly waiting for that day.

I have always one question storming in my mind! Not actually one, there are so many but this one is different. It’s about managing time. Yes, we all wish to have more time, but each of us is given out same 24 hrs each day. What I think is we have enough time in our hand to do important things. If we use our time wisely then we’ll have more things done in time and we can enjoy that time as well. I know that we all have too much to do in our life. But we don’t think about time and we tend to do everything in our life.

I used to suggest my friends to prioritize their most important things higher and not to do less important things. It’s true that sometime I am also unable to prioritize my works according to their importance. That’s why I failed to meet my deadline at my workplace, it’s my recent experience. I allocated more time for least important things so that I was unable to complete my project in time. One thing is clear that there is no any way back machine to take us back to history. Time never goes back and it is like a flowing river which never returns. But if we start managing time well then we can take our time back. We must keep in mind that everything we do is not important and we must track our time and evaluate where our time goes. Time is a gift so decide today to spend your time on most important things and take back your time and life.

These days I am going through book of Daniel in my personal Bible study. This book is very interesting and full of inspirations. I know that God loves our whole hearted commitment to Him and He doesn’t want us to be double minded. I found that Daniel’s three friends Shadrach, Meshach and Abednego were fully committed to God. We know that these three Jewish youth were thrown into the furnace after they refused to bow down to a golden idol that king Nebucchadnezer had built. But what we can see here is - as these three boys were wholeheartedly committed to God they believed that if they are thrown into the blazing furnace, the God they serve is able to save them from king’s hand. We  can find here how the story concluded. God rescued the boys from the fire and God was glorified.

Let us see the response of king below from Daniel 3:25-28.

He said, “Look! I see four men walking around in the fire, unbound and unharmed, and the fourth looks like a son of the gods.”

Nebuchadnezzar then approached the opening of the blazing furnace and shouted, “Shadrach, Meshach and Abednego, servants of the Most High God, come out! Come here!”

So Shadrach, Meshach and Abednego came out of the fire, and the satraps, prefects, governors and royal advisers crowded around them. They saw that the fire had not harmed their bodies, nor was a hair of their heads singed; their robes were not scorched, and there was no smell of fire on them.

Then Nebuchadnezzar said, “Praise be to the God of Shadrach, Meshach and Abednego, who has sent his angel and rescued his servants! They trusted in him and defied the king’s command and were willing to give up their lives rather than serve or worship any god except their own God. Therefore I decree that the people of any nation or language who say anything against the God of Shadrach, Meshach and Abednego be cut into pieces and their houses be turned into piles of rubble, for no other god can save in this way.”

Then the king promoted Shadrach, Meshach and Abednego in the province of Babylon.

These three boys trusted in him and defied the king’s command and were willing to give up their lives rather than serve or worship any god except their own God. When there is commitment, we will be rendered but when we bind to it, God is glorified and God will bless our lives to have lasting impact.

If you truly know the love and commitment of God for you, you will make a choice of commitment for Him.